the question i am struggling with now, as the cold rips into my bones, as the sun cloaks itself in gray clouds, as my brain and body dip further and further into a quiet i don’t understand… is what is the difference between darkness and drowning? that is, what is the difference between respecting a [...]

Picture: Looking down towards Sun, Mountains and Clouds

It turns out that among the other endless list of depressive, mentally draining, physically exhausting, unable to think clearly, scatterbrained SHIT going on in my body–I also have SAD, or seasonal affective disorder. I’ve been thinking for years about getting that magic light that everybody in the North talks about getting right when winter starts–but–just [...]

I’ve been on a journey for the last year–a journey that I am going to continue for the upcoming year (for the confused, my year seems to begin and end with the Allied Media Conference). A journey of health. A journey to discover health. A journey to contemplate health. Not really sure which choice it [...]