thank you so much for this… you know why this is actually totally too damn perky for me right now, and yet it was truly a BLESSING to hear at this time. and you know, i am sitting here typing this, bawling, really the first time i’ve been “alone” since the news, the first chance i’ve had to break down, to not have to pretend to be strong for anyone/everyone. and Lord, this is how i felt every time i found a letter from him in my mailbox, every time i thought “he’s coming home in a few months!” so it’s not how i feel right now, but it’s good to hear it and know i did feel this way about him. thank you thank you thank you.
March 20th, 2010 at 6:57 pm #
thank you so much for this… you know why this is actually totally too damn perky for me right now, and yet it was truly a BLESSING to hear at this time. and you know, i am sitting here typing this, bawling, really the first time i’ve been “alone” since the news, the first chance i’ve had to break down, to not have to pretend to be strong for anyone/everyone. and Lord, this is how i felt every time i found a letter from him in my mailbox, every time i thought “he’s coming home in a few months!” so it’s not how i feel right now, but it’s good to hear it and know i did feel this way about him. thank you thank you thank you.